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I Wish...

I wish you knew
The smile that I wear is a lie
It's only to mask the pain inside
The real one is lost in the past
The place where we drifted apart...

I wish you knew
My heart cries when I think of you
No one sees those hidden tears
The moments when others think I am smiling
They don't know how much I wish you to be here...

I wish you knew
How painful it is to pretend that I am strong
I have no words to explain what is wrong
No one knows that I am dying inside
And I wonder, like this for how long I will survive...

I wish you knew
In your absence I feel so empty and lost
Your memories stalk me like a haunting ghost
My lips murmur only your name all the time
I miss the moments when I was your and you were mine...

I wish you knew
I can never be again on my own
Tears accompany me when I am alone
Every one thinks now I am set free
No one knows I am trapped in the chains of misery...

I wish you knew
My all dreams and desires belonged to you
No matter how hard I try, I can never forget you
The day I lost you, I lost all my happiness
I am at a point where all I can feel is numbness...

❤KaNyA

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