kanya

                      *I Am Angry * I'm angry at the tears hidden behind my fake smile I may com e out strong as rock but inside I am so fragile... I'm angry at the healed wounds, which left scars on my heart They are healed for others but for me they are as fresh as a dew drop... I'm angry that I am unable to gather the broken pieces of me The more I try to gather them, the more shattered I feel... I'm angry that my heart still skips its beats when I hear your name I know that things have fallen apart but my love for you will never change... I'm angry that people are stranger to me even after we meet As if we are forced to encounter and pretend to be sweet... I am angry that no one will ever understand what I mean Even if I pour my heart into words and scream... I am angry that knowingly I put my life on stake Thinking that I have people to save me was my biggest mistake... I'm...

I wish you knew The smile that I wear is a lie It's only to mask the pain inside The real one is lost in the past The place where we drifted apart... I wish you knew My heart cries when I think of you No one sees those hidden tears The moments when others think I am smiling They don't know how much I wish you to be here... I wish you knew How painful it is to pretend that I am strong I have no words to explain what is wrong No one knows that I am dying inside And I wonder, like this for how long I will survive... I wish you knew In your absence I feel so empty and lost Your memories stalk me like a haunting ghost My lips murmur only your name all the time I miss the moments when I was your and you were mine... I wish you knew I can never be again on my own Tears accompany me when I am alone Every one thinks now I am set free No one knows I am trapped in the chains of misery... I wish you knew My all dreams and desires belonged to you No matter how har...