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Kanya's Diary #1

February 26, 2014

"What is this life if full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare."

Relationships are never difficult. Its we who make them complicated by our own will. Its amazing how a moment of anger, an egoistic mind, a pang of jealousy, a feeling of getting hurt or a mere thought of insecurity turns a lovely relationship into a worst nightmare. Just because one person is uncertain of his own feelings can affect the life of others. What we have now is something we always wanted to own but the moment we get it loses its value.

Today morning I was chatting with one of my friend and asked him about his relationship. He very casually replied, "Its in ON/OFF condition. " It was indeed a funny reply but for me it was a new term added to my vocabulary. I instantly updated the dictionary of my brain with a new vocab "ON/OFF RELATIONSHIP " and we further continued our conversation.

Me: Sorry I didn't get u.. 

He: Actually we're not talking to each other from a week or more.

Me: Really?  You don't seem to be upset. 

He: I got no reason to be upset. I want some break yaar. 

Me: Isn't she the same girl you wanted to be yours always?  

He: Surely she is.

Me(puzzled ): You don't seem to be scared of break up or heart break.. 

He: Of course I ain't. I know she'll come back.

Me: How can you be so sure? What if she didn't? 

He: I know she will. She has nowhere else to go. She loves me. 

Me: What about you? Don't you love her? 

He: I love her too just like I love every other girl. ;)

Pride was clearly shown in his words but for me it was enough. I couldn't tolerate his I-don't-give-a-f***-attitude anymore and we ended our chat.

His words left me wandering about the mentality of guys. A nice personality, decent look, a lovely smile, a few right words at a right moment and you're all set to win a girl's heart. But is it all you want? Won't you like to settle up someday with a girl who loves you more than anything? And till you find the right one for you, are you going to play with every girl who crosses your path? Really?  You would never like your sister or daughter to be treated in same way. Would you?

Life is too short to cherish the happy moments and too long to regret for what we have lost. Don't f*** up with what you have. Stay calm and be mature to take the right decision.

Those who matter in your life their memories will never let you move on but the person will. Take care of them.

♥KaNyA

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